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    This album of songs from the new musical "The Fourth Messenger" stars Vienna Teng as Mama Sid, a world-renowned spiritual teacher with a hidden past. Loosely inspired by the Buddha legend, this contemporary re-imagining poses the question of whether and how it's possible to be both enlightened and flawed.

    This pre-order package includes a physical CD and a digital download, to be released November 7, 2015.

    Music by Vienna Teng, lyrics by Tanya Shaffer and Vienna Teng, directed by Matt August, orchestrated/music directed by Ryan O'Connell.

    "An absolute delight." - SF Chronicle • "Profound and profane, combative and compassionate… Teng’s complex harmonies and inspired melodies stick with you long after the curtain goes down." - Art Animal • "Hugely ambitious and refreshingly original…Teng is a fresh and exciting new theatrical talent with a distinctive voice of her own…" - Huffington Post • "Masterful and compelling…both timeless and contemporary." - Stage and Cinema

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Raina reflects that her experience with Mama Sid has not turned out as she expected.


This story was supposed to be
A saga of revenge
I'd sweep in on my righteous steed
And that would be the end
I'd ruin your name
Witness your shame
And then flee
Finally free

Now look at this spectacle:
Hyenas swarming round
They clamor for humiliation
But still you stand your ground
They hunger for blood
But you give back... love

This story
This story
This story
Is not what I planned for...

If my opponent isn't mortified, then where's my victory?
And even if you were ashamed,
What good would it do me?
If I can't drag you back
And make you the mother I always wanted
The mother I thought I needed
The mother you will never be...
And yet you say

Please stay

You want me to stay

I want you to stay

But how can I stay
When I still don't understand
How your love for me
And your love for all the world
Go hand in hand
What can I be to you?

I want to find out too
What kind of family

We can be


from The Fourth Messenger, featuring Vienna Teng, released November 10, 2015
Music by Vienna Teng
Lyrics by Tanya Shaffer
Directed by Matt August
Music Directed and Orchestrated by Ryan O'Connell

RAINA: Cailan Rose
SID: Vienna Teng

Piano and keyboards: Ryan O'Connell
Violin: Anthony Blea
Cello: Freya Seeburger
Drums: Ken Bergmann

Produced by Brad Dollar



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